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Why did i stop writing?


One very special person did ask me if i have any intentions of resuming this nonsense?
Frankly, every time i used to publish a blog, i had a feeling that the same would sound utter nonsense in a week or so. In fact, earlier i have deleted some of the posts in a week after publishing.  These deleted posts still mock me in draft state. For some reason, i still used to write as i thought it wouldn't have any audience and it would be more like a personal diary which is open to all.
May be i should read more to scribble more.

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